Today was a really interesting experience. I went out with my ex's mother to the movies. My ex is serving in the United States Army. Him and I have been together for three years and before he left, he asked me to marry him. So from July 2009 to May 2010 I was planning my own wedding. Then I come to find out, he was cheating on me. So I called everything off and I was trying to cope. Lately, life hasn't been agreeing with me. My heart has been giving me time to heal and yet it still wants me to go back to him and end up getting hurt again. When I went out with his mom today, she couldn't shut up about him. She was telling me about how he is depressed and hurt. Well eff if he didn't hurt me to start out with, this wouldn't have happened. Come on, like if you plan on lying to someone that you planned on marrying, DON"T do it on Facebook! Sooner or later the other will find out and dump you. Yes, I feel bad because he is in Iraq, but what comes around goes around.
After getting home, I made plans to go out with my friend Jessica. Well when I called up my mom to ask her, I got yelled at! I have to ask my dad before her, well she wears the pants so I am used to asking her and not wanting to get yelled at, it ends up happening. So here I am, sitting at home on a Saturday night with nothing to do. Tomorrow is Fourth of July and yet again, I have NOTHING to do! I swear I am the most boring 18 year old alive.
The plus side to all of this is i start college in October and I should be getting my job on Tuesday. Gas station hours start at 5:30am. Whoot Whoot. I get to wake up early!!! Its so great.... NOT!!!!! But a job is a job. As long as I can pay for my car, my phone, and school I am good. Oh yeah, I have to pay for all of that on my own. My biological mom is totally out of the picture now and she wont help after saying she would. Oh well, I don't need her.
What a day!! haha
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